Here I am again..in training.. I can’t complain.. I’m learning alot… i’ll blog more later cuz I gotta do some work… Just tried to blog something…

I know I know.. it’s been such a long time since I’ve written. The holidays were kind to me this year.. My husband totally blew my mind with his gift.. I love him for that.. My son gave me a gift my husband really enjoyed.. Foot massagers.. Only so now my hubby doesn’t have to massage the feet… as often.. hehehe.. Things have been okay. I’m trying to figure out what I want to blog about.. but nothing really comes to mind. I guess I’ve vented everything else over the weeks verbally that there really isn’t anything I’m keenly interested in writing about now.. Maybe later my creative juices will begin to flow and or something will peek my interest and I’ll write about that.. Till then.. i’ll see you on the world wide web…

Well here I am in training We are taking a little break again. I’m glad that GPD finally has invested in some training for me.. Ron is at IA working on some computer and as I sit here blogging I can’t help but think about what Eric told me earlier.. They transferred Ray and Eleanor.  I’m sure they aren’t going to be happy about that. Although part of me isn’t quite sure of how to react to this, I can’t help but wonder how is this going to affect me.. Am I next? Where is this section going and what in the hell are they thinking?

I know I’m suppose to be concentrating on class. but…  I guess Ron and I will hear about it when we get back next week Monday or sooner I guess. Again, I’m still surprised. I know I’ve heard the rumors but I didn’t think it would happen. That only makes me wonder (like I said earlier) am I next? 

Well training is strarting up again.. Blog more later..

Ever have one of those days when you feel like the whole freakin’ world is against you? Well for me that day has turned into this month…  It seems that it’s always one thing after another. I hate it. I guess when you got all these bills and are at the point when you don’t look forward to payday because you know that the money is gone already.. something must be really wrong.. geez.. I think we need to tighten that belt strap just alittle bit more (like it isn’t tight already). I keep thinking I need to get another job.. I really don’t want to.. So I guess we really need to be cautious of our spending even more.. Arrrghhhhh!!! I hate that thought!!!!

I had to work late yesterday. I didn’t leave the office until 7:30pm.. I called my husband as I was headed home to let him know I was on my way. He had told me earlier that he was cooking dinner.  When I came home, I opened the door and the lights were off. My husband was sitting on the couch bundled up under his blanket watching t.v.

I called out “Honey, I’m home.”

He looked over and said

“Welcome home babygirl!”

I started to take off my shoes and place my bags on the floor. I then glanced over at the kitchen table and there upon it, were two lit candles, a setting for two. He had a salad bowl, dinner plate and all the settings in place. It was totally awesome. Actually it was the dinner layout with candles and all, that totally blew me away. I could help but jump on it and kiss him. It was one of the best surprises ever!!

“THANK YOU, HONEY!”

“I LOVE YOU!!!”

Well, for some reason today, this evening in particular, I decided I wanted to do some baking.. So I decided that while my wonderful husband was cooking a scrumptuos dinner (remind me to elaborate on what it was later), I started baking my pumpkin rolls. Originally I decided that I was just going to bake 2 rolls.. As I looked at the large can of pumpkin, I realized that I would end up wasting the rest of the pumpkin puree I had sitting on the counter. I could always have placed it in an air tight container and used it again.. But, come on.. this is me we’re talking about.. I would place it in a container and then end up throwing out because I didn’t make it anytime soon.. So .. I end up trying to make the rolls as quickly as possible. My husband on one side of the kitchen making dinner, myself on the other making some dessert. Of course he finished first as mine had to bake.

I’m glad to say that I was able to bake all 5 - count them 5, pumpkin rolls before we ate dinner. Actually I had one in the oven as we were eating so 7 minutes into dinner I had pull it out of the oven. After eating a delicious dinner - I made the cream cheese filling and placed them all in the refrigerator where they now sit - chillin’ - so to speak.

Oh but before I go.. My husband made this wonderful - grilled yellow fin tuna fillets - seasoned with lemon, black pepper, & a dash of salt. He also placed minced onions and garlic on top as he grilled the fillets. Yum yum delicious.. He served that with a wonderful salad with some cucumbers and baby carrots. He had the zesty italian dressing and I had my Asian dressing. Oh my GOSH!!! To die for!!!

Ever have one of those days when you wake up next to the one you love, your legs all tangled up with each other? You hear the early morning moan of a good nights sleep and then hear “Good morning”. He snuggles up close to you and say’s “I love you”. I love those mornings. I love waking up with him. I love just hanging out in bed and talking about anything our hearts want to talk about.  Yes, of course the love making is awesome, but afterwards, we just lie in bed talking yet once again. Today, the song Collide came to our minds and he started singing it. I love the sound of his laughter and the twinkle in his eye. I wonder if he sees it in mine. The little giggles after hearing a joke one of us tells or laughing about something and anything. It’s a great way to wake up and start the day. I forget all the bad things in life and what life has thrown our way and for that moment - all is right with the world. This is the way I love to wake up in the morning. And today - this is exactly how it happened.

Well, here I sit, 7 o’clock in the evening, reading through Deb’s blogs, catching up on her latest logic, then I decided to revisit my site. I’ve come to release, yet again, Deb is such a better writer than me.. hehehe.. With that, I’ve also come to the conclusion that I’m skitzo.. I have no theme.. no point other than to just type. Any thought that comes to my mind at the time I’m writing.  Funny.. I talk the same way. hehehe. I tend to write as if I’m just talking to myself (or the voices in my head).  Deb and I had lunch today. It’s amazing how her and I are able to just talk, pretty much about anything. She must be skitzo like me. hahaha.. But, one of the things that I thoroughly enjoyed was watching her laugh as she tried to tell me about a story I told her. She couldn’t quite get the story out, so I really had no clue what she was trying to say for about 2 minutes. She was laughing at the story, un-beknownst (??) to me what story it was.. and then she finally said..

“Your brother.. the shot”

hahahaha.. tears in her eyes.. I honestly believed if she was sipping her tea, it would have shot out through her nose.. 

Then I remembered the story I told her… Should I really talk about it.. Aww sure why not.. Let’s see how did it go.  Ah, yes.. As told to me by my brother John and his wife Teri Jo. Picture all this in your mind now…

John: I’m going to the doctor. I feel like crap, I need to be seen. This cold is killing me.

Teri: Okay. Drive safely.

A couple of hours later - John arrives home from the doctors. Feeling slightly better.

Teri: What did the doctor say?

John: He said I have an infection. He said I needed to get a shot.

Teri: Really?

Yeah. I was waiting and the nurse came in. I was ready for the shot and then she told me to pull down my pants. She said it needed to go on my butt.

Teri: You’re butt?

John: The medication was too strong to be injected in my arm.

John then pulls up his shirt and pulls down his pants to show the location of the shot which was covered by a band-aid.

TERI STARTS TO LAUGH!!!

John: What’s so funny.

Teri: That’s not your butt, that’s you lower back.

John: What? Oh my gosh. That’s bad, the doctor couldn’t tell where my back ended and my butt began.

Teri: Which is worse? The fact that the doctor couldn’t tell where you back ended and your butt began, or the fact that YOU couldn’t tell the difference either? HAHAHAHA..

 John now turns red and decides he needs to start playing tennis again. And then the fear sets in once he realizes that the whole family is going to no hear this story.. and someone may actually blog about it.. hahaha. I soooo remembered this story..

Well it’s just Another Ho Hum Day.  I hope the weekend brings more excitement for me. It’s been a pretty hectic week. I didn’t mind. Ronny and I headed out to the different area’s to work on the systems. We haven’t done that in a while and it was good to get out of the office. So many projects.. So little time. Eric went running in Tumon, I stayed home again. Watched some tv and of course took the opportunity to blog. Seeing as I haven’t done it in awhile. Independence day is showing right now on the tv.. I like this movie. I still have yet to complete the last Harry Potter book.. Call me silly.. But I like the series. So, oh well.. I guess I’m gonna go read it now infact.. Blog more later..

Sorry it’s been a while since I’ve written.. Geez.. The last time I blogged I was in Arkansas.. So it most definately has been awhile.. I really enjoyed my stay in Texas with Becky.. Still one of my closest friends and bestest friends in the whole world.. Then it was Arizona.. I had fun in Arizona again. I just wished everyone was getting along better. Eric finally decided that we would relocate.. I’m excited.. Then it was back tot he grind of work. First day back and I was already being hit hard with work.. arrgghhh. oh well.. that’s the way it goes..  for now….